Well, another month has passed. Ha! At least WordPress doesn’t kick me off or something after a too long time period of “inactivity.” Well, I am sitting in my bed in the lovely FLORIDA… and I should be typing my English paper. Wait what?!? Papers and Florida? That doesn’t really mix now does it? That’s right. My teacher is so cool that she made a paper due the Monday after Spring Break. This is my third attempt at starting it. I think there is something in the air here that just doesn’t let it happen. We’ve had some great weather! Ohh boy. Talk about refreshing! (Oh yeah, SB09 consists of My mom, by brother, and me… I’m LIVIN IT UP in Naples, FL! Average Age: 70. Bring on the Bingo. Haha! On a serious note, I absolutely am having a great time and getting some much needed rest!)
I’m feeling extremely random.
Two things that pump me up: 1. Singing “Oh Happy Day” man… there is something about that song that makes me want to skip and smile and run and … I don’t know do happy things. 2. SPRING WEATHER… I don’t know about you, but any trace of warm weather puts me in a great mood for the rest of the day. I LOVE IT! Ohhh, Summer is close.
Okay, when you shower does the water ever burn your feet?? Not because the water is too hot… no, it’s something else. Like your feet are cold and the hot water burns them? I don’t know how to explain it, but it creates an extremely uncomfortable, tingly, hydrochloric acid burning sensation that’s not very pleasant. Anyway, ouch. That happened earlier.
I saw a Manatee today! I tried to touch it, but it swam away.
Okay Okay, I’m going to get real for a sec…
Do you ever feel like something is impossibe? Surrounding circumstances, certain people, or whatever just make that one thing seem so unattainable or unable to be accomplished. There’s a certain something on my mind that I just can’t let go of. You know how you can pray in two different ways? 1. With unshakeable faith that God will do as He promises 2. With an attitude of apathy (lazily going through the motions)… you have a problem so you pray about it… duh. Hmm… I’ve been thinking. The Power of Prayer. I say so many times “I’ll pray for you about that” and “Just pray about it” but what do I really believe? Am I saying this because I’m supposed to or because I believe it? Do I believe in the true power of prayer? God makes so many promises, and I could talk forever of the many times He has proved Himself faithful in my life. It’s pretty funny (and by funny, I mean ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS) how quick I am to doubt. Oh, I can appear to have complete assurance on the outside, but inside I’m freaking out. There are certain somethings that seem too big… too impossible… Ha! God’s breaking me of this big time. He’s getting to the core where I have no choice but to put my full assurance in Him. It’s awesome! I love it. And, really, I have to make it a daily reminder. Intentionally praying that I will see His promise fulfilled. A quote from Charles Spurgeon puts all the scatter-brained ramble above into very put together sentences…
“God’s promises,” He wrote, “were never meant to be thrown aside as waste paper, he intended that they should be used. Nothing pleases our Lord better than to see his promises put into circulation. He loves to see his children bring them up to him and say, “Lord, do as you promised.” We glorify God when we plead his promises. Do you think that God will be any poorer for giving you the riches he has promised? Do you dream that he will be any the less holy for giving holiness to you? Do you imagine he will be any less pure for washing you from your sins? He has said, “ Come now, let us reason together,” says the Lord, “ though your sins are like scarlet they shall be white as snow, although they are red as crimson that shall be like wool.” Faith embraces the promise of pardon, it doesn’t delay saying, “This is a precious promise, I wonder if it’s true?” But goes straight to the throne with it and pleads, “ Lord, here is the promise, do as you promised.” Our Lord replies, “Be it to you even as you will.” When a Christian grasps a promise but doesn’t take it to God, God is dishonored. But when one hastens to the throne of grace and cries, “Lord, I have nothing to recommend me but this, you have said it,” then the desire shall be granted. Our heavenly banker delights to cash his own notes. Never let the promise rust. Draw the word of promise out of its sheath and use it with holy violence. Do not think that God will be troubled by you impertinently reminding him of his promises. He loves to hear the loud outcries of needy souls. It is his delight to give favors. He is more ready to hear than you are to ask. It is God’s nature to keep his promises. Therefore, go to the throne at once with, “Do as you promised.”
Just some thoughts.
One last one… “Look at your problems in the light of God’s power instead of looking at God in the shadow of your problems.” woahhh. ponder that one for a while.